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yawns... hey its me again !! sianz arh sianz ... dunno what to do... got craving for badminton since tuesday PE lesson lolXx... hmmm.. now i realise.. mayb some things, some meanings... it doesnt take a while to understand ` it might take years or even forever to know ... and.... okie, i know it now .. everybody value different things .. it might be the bf that is more impt.. it might be the studies that is more impt.. it might be the fun that is more impt.. its just different for everybody ... hmmm.. what can i say if things changes ?? there's nth i can do... even if i dun mention it, i dun think bout it, i avoid it..... but i still know it... i know it and its in my heart.. there's no way i can get it outta my mind and there's no way i can lie to myself that its not true and not there... hmmm.. is this too chim to be understood? lolx `

haiZ ` actually, is popularity that impt?? is fun that impt ?? yawns .. so its back to the " everybody value different things" to me........ things that i do might be stupid , might be boring, might be lame, might be crazy... but sometimes, i do things for a certain value... like it might be boring, but i think its meaningful ... even if its tiring, its boring .... but i find it meaningful ... nth is perfect rite guys ? harhar .. so of coz everything will have an element that is boring or dislike by ppl... but what i do is i dun look at them .... mayb it sounds like im running away frm reality ... but not really... i look at those elements that i value more den i will feel its worth it.... for example, maybe alot of u dread going for cca... i admit... me too !! lolx... but what i do is, i tell myself :

" hey ! i get to play the cello !! and im gonna go for SYF next yr !! and its worth it its worth it !! i have nice friends with me even though sometimes practices are bit boring and tiring... they are there for me !!! "

thats what i tell myself... and at least i know then... that there are other elements that can help me overcum those hated elements.. thats y i still do things that ppl find stupid and boring...........

becoz ...

i find elements worth doing them ..... =)

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