== a SaD StrAwBeRriE tHaT iS tRyiNg hEr BesT ==

heY ` its me finally AGAIN .. dunno what is happpening to me nowadays .. nth has been going well for me ... N-O-T-H-I-N-G ` since the time i last post , everything is so hellish for me .. okie lar , maybe its not tht bad . im just exaggerating lar .. haiZ ~ but at least i can be happy bout certain things... like being happy bout me turning into a nerd .. ha .. define nerd ... harharhar ` everyday go home, do homework, revise, study ... is nerdy ?? hmmm ... im not trying to insult those ppl who do tht but i feel that im so organized and guai1 till i think im a nerd liao ~ hmmmm, think coz i nv use to be liddat ba .. it feels good to complete all my homework and stuff , but it feels weird too .. and i feel like im so kiasu lolx... everyday go home, i will start thinking what CA do i have to study for ... which chapter do i have to write notes for blablabla ~ its nth wrong actually... in fact, its smth completely correct to do ... but its just so not me .. and i feel sorta weird doing these.. hahaRx ` but i have to ... so no choice ~

And now everybody is troubled by which subject to choose ... everybody, including me ... which one ?? Elective geog or elective history ?? Triple science or double humanities ?? im sick of thinking of this ald .. haiZ ` i love history... at least at this very moment.. and i hate geog .. and i dunno what to do ~ i dunno whether i can cope with triple science, but taking double humanities means taking geog... haiZ ` seems like everywhr is geog.. geog geog and geog.. wth.. but even though i dun like geog, that doesn't mean i cant do well for it ... but two years studying smth im not interested in .... ? i dunno what will that be like for me.. so i guess i have to really think carefully bout this ... haiX ~ geog/history, geog/history .... alamak ~ okie lets not think bout this anymore ...

[ Whee ~ we are gonna do CIP later !! ]

lolx.. haiZ ~ how much can a person change ?? how bad can one's mood get ... ? mood swing or izzit smth not to be told... ? im wondering... perhaps im just sensitive but i believe im right... am i right ?? haiZZZ ~ oh... we gonna leave for the CIP lo... cya ppl soon ~~~~ bbbbyyyeee --
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