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hmmms. yawns* haRx. guess what ? i got 2/10 for the geog map-reading test. omGx larhx. lolx. but ks larhx, at least im satisfied with the HCL result =P . hmmms. actually nita do english oral de. but in the end dun haf le. hope Miss Lee will cool down soon. arhhahaRx. i know how she feels. and i understand how she feels. and mayb she's feeling ten times worse. i dunno ~ haRx.

haiX ` exams cuming. exams exams exams. im sick of it but cant help it. What can i do? just be a nerd. keep on telling myself to be a nerd. a nerd a nerd. haRx. now i try my very best to finish up all homework before the next day and not to do them in school. or worse. copy. haix. lolx. put it in good words u can say its guainess. but if in more rude words. u can say its nerdiness. arhahahaRx.

hurrs. im totally exhausted man. cant help it. sunday nite slept late but forgot becoz of wat. Monday nite slept late becoz of biji. omGx.freak . lolx. ytd nite slept late becoz of geog and biji ALSO. haiX. sooner or later im gonna collaspe le larhx. i just hate myself. mood swing here and there den dun wanna do any hw. haiX. mood swingness. haRx. hmmms, lets see. today... there's no hw. i THINK. ahahahaRx. only have to revise for geog test tml. omGx. scary ~ i dun want ... shakes head* =P but at least its only one item to finish. so mayb i can finally get some sleep. FINALLY. haRx. thats great ~

yawns* sleepiness. have been feeling quite unstable this few days.

fustration. anger. sadness. irritation. sleepiness. exhaustion. insecurity.

hmmms. wateva ~ cant help it but feel liddat. but i shouldn't work so hard. but aft all, im trying to make sure i dun disappoint myself. At the end of the day, i just dun wanna disappoint myself and totally regret it. So i think i better work hard forrit and wun regret. and i tink thats the best i can do. if i still dun do well, den i cant help it, but at least i know i tried my best and wont have any regrets. to me, the pain of regrets is worse den anything else. and i think its stupidity. y not do it now and have no regrets? y slack now and regret later? and by then, nth will change anymore, whatever u do.

so isn't it better to work hard and have no regrets? haRx.

soooo -- the conclusion is... im still gonna work damn hard to achieve what i want for myself so i wont have any regrets, arhhahaRx. lameness. =P i dunno whether its rite to think liddat, but in my opinion, i think liddat and i think its rite. so i tell myself to be confident and go for it ! =D hahaRx.

hmmms. think gonna end here le barhx. thanks everyone for listening to my craps. lolx. k larhx, im gonna stop crappin' le. yawns* takaire everyone !! good luck for eng and chinese paper one =) jia you and cya all !! hurrs.

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