Desire To Win

i wanted to win
but i din know
why i felt that way
why did it turn out this way

why muz it be you
im sorry
i dun want to taste guilt
but i dun have a choice to choose

i dun dare to look straight at you
mayb after all we are not close
i hate to admit
but i feel inferior to all of you

what exactly is the burning fire
i dunno
what do i nit it for
i have no desire to know

it kept me alive
and i held my head high
i walk with pride
on days without light

my desire to win dies off
but the burning fire stays
i noe i can no longer do it
as others shine all along

by straws .