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08 October 2004
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hurrS* Geog over liao. it is over. hahahahahaRx.
O.V.E.R.
lolx. haiX~ guess wont do very well like i wanted to. too bad liao lor. haiXness. Regret larhx me. arhahahaRx. slp till so long ytd. pig pig. lolx. slept so long. when i really start studying its ald four pm. haix. den studied all the way till one plus. haix. sianX....
yawns* literature tml. lolx. think gonna slack liao ~ since like no materials to study anyway. lolx. besides, im ald very tired. haiX ~ totally exhausted. coz of ytd. lolx. yawns* gonna slp later. wanna slack. days nv slack le. forgot howta slack. hahahaRx. lame arhx. haiX..
how i wish xy will post an entry. guess next year my birthday wish will be for her to post an entry. LOLX. hahahaRx. lame. read the blog its all my entries and estheree's. guess this blog has become a J.E blog liao larhx. lolx. hmmms, here is an extract of last week's entry which i din post. lolx. written when i was studying for science. hmmms....
[ oMgx` im behaving very abnormally. im eating too much.toooooo much. omGx. imagine that. i used to smile liddat ('-') . now i smile liddat ( '-' ) . LOLX, exaggeration. i dunno becoz of wat. izzit cos of stress?
"exams exams exams" roll eyes*. or izzit coz i nth else to do? LOLX. nth to do just grab wateva available to eat. hahaRx. possible. i simply cant control myself man. im behaving like a lunatic. bathe early in the morning and late at nite. stares into the air. trying so hard to recall what am i suppose to do. talks to myself. pull my own hair. eat non-stop. even slept at 9:40 pm. woke at at 3:14 am in the morning den stare at the ceiling coz cant fall aslp. and the weirdest of all. crying for no particular reason. wat is happening to me................ ? omGx` ahahahahaRx.
my studying is weird. sumtimes feel so enthu wanna faster study. den next moment wanna slp instead. haRx. dots. and maths is making my head wanna burst. omGx. who the hell invented maths. lolx. haix.haix.haix. sometimes really feel like giving up on studying man. and i cant help it. dunno y, thoughts like " if results turn out bad, nvm lor, it's over by den... "keep flashing in my mind when im studying. Guess its cause by my desire for the exams to end.
Whee... okies. let me write bout other things now. got lollipops from my angel. hahaRx. just when i was feeling sad y my angel nv gimme anything. thanks, angel... =D
yawns* eggs are back. wheeee ~lolx. kies lame. haix~ dis year is cuming to an end. we gonna get separated liao. sobs* even though this class can be real irritatingly dead at times or unbearably noisy always. but no matter what, it's a class im in for the past two years. sadden by the thought. ='( haiz. but its smth everybody have to go through. too bad lor. nth we can do. ]
ok.. that was a long one lolx. yawns* kkies. guess i end here lo ...... byyyeee everybody =) .
takaire and smiles !!!!!!!!!! heehs*
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