came back this mornin from char's house dis mornin. i was freakin tired beat sehs. dun haf any strength to walk back home. kinda drag myself home. ahahahas. but din get my sleep when i got home either. fer ur info. i slept at two plus in the mornin. a new record. fer therie sehs. LOLX. well therie noes it's no big deal sleepin that late. veri surprising mehs? No. therie noes. ahahas.

when i got home. i was sho afraid tat mummie will kill me. cos i totally din contact her yesterdae bout my wherabouts. woops! i went jurong east to swim but i lied that i went shopping at bugis. haiis. bad therie. so so bad therie. but gonna promise that i wun do that again. i...promise . her hers. hmms. but nehs. i kinda repay fer wad i did wrongly.

when i was walking round tm with char last nite. round ten plus. i swore *kinda* tat i wud be a good gerl when i get home the next dae. char's mummie gif her the freedom of an adult. and i wan tat too. the reason she've got so much freedom and had full trust from her mummie ish jus plainly tat char noes wad she's doing and noes the risks. tat's why her mummie dun realli needs to worrie bout her tat much like my mummie ish to me. sumtimes i noe wad im doin but sometimes i jus follow blindly. without even noein tat wad i'll be doin will affect me or make me regret. yeahs. im tat dumb and toopid sometimes. LOLX. but hex. me still haf brain one de kies. ahahahs. i want to gain trust from my mummie . i wanna let her noe tat im a changed person physically and mentally. i wanna be the gerl with the nicee heart and with the good attitude. the gerl with the nice manners and haf the full respect fer her parents. tat's wad i wanna be.

i noe it's gonna be tough. cos matter of factly. therie's not realli a good daughter. a good fren? therie donnoes. a good sis? doubt so. mus ask mei mei. she lurves me niwaes. ahahas. a good ger ger? needa try. hawws. im not perfect. tat's wad. laugh out loud. tough or not tough. im gonna make use of this two months to change myself. yeahs. i dono wad's rwong with me todae too. i was so harpi and glad when mummie saes therie did a job well done aft cleanin the hammies' cages and then clearing the whole place aft tat. woahs. tats realli rewarding sehs. lolx. u might think i wanna be guai guai, jus to win my parents' favs..but partly it is only. cos ive not been guai. other part ish tat i wanna see a total different side of me. teehees. gonna try try try.

hawws. last nite when i was tokin to char late in the dark. okies its like every night when i tok to her. i'll owas feel tat bein single ish realli nicer and better. seeing her cry over somebody whos not even worth it realli hurts. breakups are NOT nice. NOT good. NOT sweet. and its the breaking up part tat ish wad stop me from getting into relationships, i guess. think so lars. ive seen a few relationsips tat dun even last fer even one week. but i do still see some who lasted more than two years. and the couples are still so loving towards each other. veri rare sehs. i guess the reason why i nvr got into a relationship ish cos i think too much. tat's one reason. the others are im owas thinking of the outcome. the negative ones usualli. teehees. and i think too maturely lers. guess it's my mummie's influence bars. she wud owas consel me whenever she senses tat im er hers. yars. ahahas. she told me tat lotsa teens nowadays are gettin into R without even thinkin twice of wad'll happen and they jus get into one jus cos they want to. tat's call despos rights? lolx. the way she counsels me nvr fails to stop me from being involved in a R. harx. yars. ahahahs. power sehs her. tat's the reason why i OWAS hesitate till ppl veri tired liaos. den hafta sae bye bye. ahahahas. laughs. tat's therie.estheree. ther. but therie's gonna change la.. she'll try yar . she will somehow. smiles.

oOokies! woosh. hands veri tired lehs. therie's ending lers. yeahs~! church tmr! wahahaharx. argh. mus remember. mus remember. needa do offering. cannot forget again. forgetful ther. ahahas.

kies. therie mwacks and hugs. byebye!

therie