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05 November 2004
the blues attack
been trying ta find a nicee blog skin
but it's either ive no time to finish putting it up
or i cant find one
dots
veri tired of finding le lehs
so sians
its owas me whos decoratin dis blog
me me me
but now
i donno wad to do
donno where to go
so gonna find and put up a whole new blogskin
gonna try something new dis time
don like it
it's everybody else's business
not mine
ahahasx
sowie sowie
now not in good mood
sowie guys
....sowie
i guess the blues are back again
why mus it owas come back during the hols
owas the hols !
forever the hols !
i can realli sense their existence
its fillin me again
like it used to
how i sense it?
cos im worryin again
cos im crying again
mebe...
its jus me
and my sensitivity
again.
harharsx. din realli mean to make this blog so damn sorrowful. jus tryin ta rwite out how im feelin now. and yeas. its damn freaky sad. bit of anger here and there. and now. searching badly fer some happiness tats probably hiding somewhere. i guess. theres only one person who can help me search tat happiness. and tats probably. therie bars. laughs. its up to me whether i wanna be happy. no one else realli can. cos its the people round whos makin me sad. tats why they cant help. i guess its my mind tat's makin me look at things so negatively. so its my mind's fault. gotta switch it back to positive mode. somedae. ahahas. dumb! okaes. i tink im gettin it. im laughin. im laughin. but hex! when i laugh. ppl sae i weird. dots. so laugh or don laugh ma? be happy or not be mars?
DOTSX
fine
i'll figure that out myself.
niwaes still on the search fer a nice skin
see!
so slow
ahahahasx
turtle turtle turtle
LOLX
yes!
i finally gotten it.
ahahas
kinda.
okaes
so long then.
let's count down to the daes
dis blog's going dead.
LOLX
keedin!
it better don.
h u g s and m w a c k s x
with lurve
and
with many misses
bye bye
theries
please believe me again at 6:28 AM