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remember. never compare. =)

haiz ~ so sianz.. i realise sumthings is like ....... umm ? heehs * cant be compared. so dun.

do not compare. whoever it is. parents and frenz. frenz and boyfriend. boyfriend and parents. WATVER. hmmms.

just D.O.N'T compare. thats all.

ohhh ~ results everything out lo... im not really satisfied wor. din really do well the way i want. haiz ~ haiz ~ hmms. ohh, now whats gonna happen .. ? change my sub combination to pure biology and elective history. ohhh.. guess gonna be separated from everybody lor. haiz ` too bad. its either my dream or my frens ? but i guess it cant be compared liddat eh ? and anyway. we are NOT suppose to compare. i hate the word COMPARE. hmmms. hahahahahaha. =P

wat a lonnnnggg holiday. wat am i gonna do ? hmmms. two whole months. hmmms. yawns* even chinese homework cant last that long. lolx. haiz. anyway, who wanna do hw if they got free time to do other things ? right ? yea. >.< color="#ffffff">so dun make me do that or u are DEAD.

okiie ~ mayb its not as serious as i describe it as. but aft all, i feel that way. and thats the serious thing bout it. haiz ~ what am i suppose to do ? i dun have much frenz. and i really mean few. if i were to choose between them and other things. i dun wanna. and so i shut. and so i keep quiet. and so i ignore. and so i nit to cool down. and so i mean it.

hmmms. actually, whats so impt abt what ppl think bout u ? its just the impression u give ppl rite ? i dunno. thats for me. at least.... thats what i think. hahahaRx. i say that everytime, come to realise it. hmmms. and if u give ppl the impression that u din intend to give, and i can tell u, too bad. u only have urself to blame. and i c no point of feeling angry bout that. after all, its what ppl see in u. and after all, they are just being frank with u. for me.. if u wanna tell me im ugly, gooo ahead. wanna tell my im stupid. goooo ahead. i ald know that anyway. i accept all comments. and aft all, i believe i know and understand myself more than anybody in this whole entire world. so watever u wanna say abt me. i accept and i wont feel angry bout it. after alll .after allll, its what i myself make ppl think abt me. i have myself to blame. so, come come come. say im stupid. say im dumb. say im childish. say im unreasonable. i wont mind.coz sumtimes, i know i am very much unreasonable and i myself cant stand it.

hahaRx. =)

guess i think those who cant accept other ppl's comments dun believe in themselves. and worse, dun understand themselves. haRx. and am i to blame for that ? i dunno. wateva. i dun wanna give a dammmn. anymore. mayb its time i shut up and think bout it. haRx.

CO tml. whee ~ nite practice wor.. 6-9 pm . hmmms. okkkie. force. force. force myself to go. i am going. i HAVE to go. yesh. so just go. yea. YEA. =.= "

yawnsss * gonna end here. hmmms. hope smth from the sky will drop down for me to do. so i can STOP wondering why ppl like to COMPARE. do stupid things. compare compare compare. hurrrS. IM TELLING U. IF I WERE TO CHOOSE. I RATHER DIE . damn. =P

[ as follows is an extract of chicken scratchings found on the monitor. so pls ignore it. hahaha. ]

HELLO JH ! evieeeee the oh so great one is here ! HARHAR ! terrorisingg ! RAHHHHHH !
SCREAMS ! YELPS ! HOHOHO !
kkay laa. shall not disturb yoou alr. byebyeee. xD

ersss.. lolx =) smilesss .. dun think bout it anymore. im hurt. and i hate to compare. at least. i hate to feel that im force to choose. which one is more impt... ?

BroKeN hEaRt +if u ask me.. i'd die.