strawberrish *//

haaai ~ i dunno y im feeling irritated again. AGAIN. dunno why though. but actually i noe why, just dunno howta say it out. im kinda emotional this few days. a little bit things den i get alot of feelings. haHaR. l

im in the sch lib naw.. curs da dots and xiao oyster nita do deir lib duty. so still in the lib to wait for them lor, anyway co starts ad 330pm. i still got 2 whole hrs. huR. sian ~ from naw on, every friday will be v. tiring. not like last time, i will get real happy on fridays curs we get to go home early. haRhAh.

felt so down during maths lesson today. to be frank, im beginning to like maths alot. mayb becurs im determined dis time to pay attention during lessons and do my best forrit. and maths its actually fun in one way or another. but most urf da time i get real irriteted and sad when i cant solve sum equations. haHaRh. today dat maths quiz was like so scary for mie. i dunno wadts wrong wef my brain i just cant figure outt hawta rearrange the equation. that was like so damn irritating. and just becurs of the rearranging, i was stucked stucked stucked and still STUCKED. i peeped ad oyster's paper and realise i was dumb. i rearranged the equation and continued to do. until the cross factorisation part. mayb i was nervous or smth, i cant figure out. luckily oyster told mie there was a mistake in my previous step. which she wasnt suppose to actually o.O so i managed ta solve dat irritating simultaneous equation in the end. huR. so for that few moments, felt really irritated and disappointed wef myself. haHarh. laugh as mie by all means. LOL. but nvm.. i told myself ald, as long as i do my best and study hard, i can do id :]

haHahAh. imagine da dots telling ppl off. she just came in to tell de guy beside me to exit a banned website. LOL. guess she was nervous so she kept nudging my chair. LOL. this really show that she's v. super resonsible. HAhaRha. being responsible is a good thing.. but aft many things, i feel dat, being responsible can be a bad thing too. sumtimes i feel really sick of being responsible that i simply heck care in a v. scary way which is just not mie. haHarHa. so im waiting desperately for the day that i dun have to be responsible anymore. HahArhA.

i noe dart everyone have to be responsible for things. anything and everything. but i dun wan extra load. i just hate being responsible. and it simply clash wef wadt i feel more comfortable doing. most of the time, i tend to wanna just heck care bout things and just go ahead wef i feel like doing. but the sense of responsibility tends to pull mie back. and becurs of that, im always in a dilemma. but also most of da time, i always manage to muster the courage to throw away all sense of responsibility and just heck care for everything. but wef guilt though.. so im really waiting for the day that i can heck care bout anything and everything as and when i like without any guilt. haHaRh. sounds crazi. but thats wadt i think most of da time. LOL.

i noe i sound v. sickening.. but thats really haw i feel and wadt i think. hmm. okkish.


guess i gonna stop here. bye bye peeper !


*// omg OMG. haRha. xy scolding peeper ! LOL. this is the first time in my life dat i see her sho angry. LOL. she was like " dun share computer! dun share seats! " LOL. she look so fierce for that moment, but aft that, she laugh. wth. haHarHa. she's just one dart cant be fierce. i THINK. LOLOLOL. and can see that she's sorta nervous. okkish, dun say too much or she angry. HAhArHarh. //*



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